I have some quite awesome things to work on. I have also managed some nice progress yet and there is still lot of interesting work to do. But Im tired. It last long and starts to be more like job than fun.

My free time is limited by 40+ hours clock-work job. Then, I scaresely want to do things that are bit like that what I do in work. But without it, I will not be able to finish any of that awesome things I have to work on. I feel exhausted and even if I got break for past month, Im still not refreshed. For example, today I got all the day free. I did some tiny machine-like tasks for about 20 minutes at morning, rest of day I spent playing stupid games. I finished and go to do something but its evening - too late, I cant afford to do stuff to night, because of my clock-work job awaits me tommorow. I have not done anything, odds for someone will make something like I do before me is increasing and Im still aging.

Holy crap, its all screwed!!!

Yes, it is not interesting journal entry. Sorry for that. But I just simple needed to cry it to the world.